Many times in life we try to protect yourself, defend ourselves, and even make decisions for ourselves. This not the way God entended us to be. God wants us to trust and rely on Him. This is what it means to walk by faith. To fully rely and trust in God’s plan for your life. Once you do this you will see that God only has plans to help you and make you better than what you were. So I challenge you to give God a try he will not let you down.
http://bible.com/111/psa.34.8.niv Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.